It is not that I am waiting for you, keeping up the rubble of our dreams and waiting for you to come back. It is not that I keep you in my pray and whisper God to make it true. It is just, it is just not easy to leave those beautiful moments. To flush away the old routine when you are my daily life. As you left my side, your shadow remains here. Haunting me anytime, anywhere she likes. Following me into my dreams.
I remember one of my dreams about you. It is the latest one. I was busy, I was doing some work at that time. Then suddenly you came out of nowhere, I couldn’t see your face clearly. But I know you were smiling at me,
“Don't you miss me?”
That was the first sentence that came out from your lips. I was paralyzed.
Aren’t you counting? It’s almost a year I live without you. I broke all the contacts. I shut my eyes from everything that could remain me of you.
And of course. I do miss you. All the time.